Garry - Good + Plenty= ?

Well.

Nothing crazy gonna happen on this one. 

I was talking about it aloud w/ my wife today and she put it out there;

"Well.. you were kind of lead on/ mislead. And that's the shitty part, right?"

I never even thought of it like that. 

I mean, its not a earth shattering betrayal or something.

Would have been nice to not have the hiccups, tho.

(Smooth sailing.)

Maybe I am a glutton for pain/punishment.. but I don't want him to go away. 

I want to get to know him more and if train never leaves the station.. well..

I can still hop in the conductors' seat and pretend to drive.. right?

right.


~sucka free 

First Timers Delight

was just thinking of the last time i made a blog, and i believe it was when i made a tandem word swap poem with a friend.
yea,blogs are nice. good ways to remember things.
yawns and coughs all day long, sounds filter into this apartment through the open window.wow.door creeks.
i could be anywhere usa, doing yoga in the middle of the day.
.or after work.while this beat is killing me.

So..

I have been 'single' for sometime now.
Almost 2 years to be exact.
When I think I have it figured out.. it all blows up in my face.

Not literally but, figuratively. I also believe it is for the best.
I am emotionally not ready to be... to be..

To be what?! I don't have a clear answer.

Maybe just someone to:
talk about whatever, whenever.
eat dinner with.
take walks together.
snuggle.
learn how to throw clay with. (lol)

NOT:
talk about the future..
babies..
weddings..
eh.


I would like a summer love.
Or a Sunday kind of love.


That is what I want.
-- Sucka Free

Testing out this new fangled technology..
Its hard out there for a pimp...

'Because I don't wanna be broke when I am 31..'

-Sucka Free